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Friday

Beri laluan

We choose our way from what others gave us or we find our own way?

Who live in the pineapple under the sea

I wondering why Patrick star always absent from those balloon seller's stock. I miss him too.

Smile

Smile when you see yourselves in the mirror every morning when you want to brush your teeth. Why have to be that time? Because i personally think that we looks stupid while our mouth have so much white bubbles inside. You won't know is a good or bad day; but at least at the beginning of your day, you start with a lovely smile.

A beautiful smile
falls 'cross your face
When you are happy
or full of grace.

A beautiful smile
fills your eyes,
When you're contented
or surprised.

A beautiful magic
attends your soul,
When you have spoken
of love untold.

November 10, 1970
By Linda A. Copp ©

Chrysanthemum

looking for.

lol

I got back my hotmail and fb. lol. Thank you. =]

wtf

My hotmail and facebook is gone. There is a friend to Suharto hacked into my account and i cant sign in.

Please join me back in my new account. Please~
wtf.
Sad.

thoughts

wednesday

wow, kinda dusty here. Really damn long time didn't step my mouse's cursor here. I got a lot of task on my hand lately. haha, including fill my time with some of the entertainment. Midterm-fyp-fyp's presentation-party-study week-until now final exam. I'm having final exam now and there are 2 more papers on 13th. After that, will start my internship, at the meantime i have to get my FYP done also. lol. Vision of future's plan. During last time i like to fully use my time with different task or activities, as long as don't let myself senang. But i have no idea since when, i will just let myself blank or day-dreaming stick my ass on the sofa, put my pairs of big fat leg on table and eyes starring to the tv... whole day, as long as keep myself lepak. What a dramatic change, or should i say pathetic? =| However, I kinda enjoy it. It's better than i have those choked-stressful life. My life now not that stressful but sometime kinda suffer with those due-date or running out of time's day. I think that i can't blame anyone but myself, who ask you to be such a heavy bone (lazy). Arg, take a short nap first and i'll have to lay my finger on law's book already.

p.s: Have you sometime feel like, when you desperately want to own it, but you fail; When you actually holding it in you arm, you'll give your best effort to let go of it? hmm, try to appreciate what are you holding now. I always ask myself to do so.

intern

I just find out this poster in swissmiss's page and i going to start my intern soon. Not soon enough but it's coming.

p.s: before that, i got to settle fyp. kinda choke sometime. Beside, gossip girl new season is OUT !!! yay.

rain

Oh my god, the water is freezing!!! Once it splash on my skin, it freeze me out... Today i woke up on 2pm and i have a good sleep, without any strange dream. The rain makes my day. Cool weather and i just lay myself in my cozy bed sheet, watching series. Sometime we just need to rest ourself without doing anything or going out anywhere crowded. Lone time will be a best way to re-strength yourself and i like to have a hot honey waffle too. yum yum~


p.s : thanks ch for the ck euphoria woman&man perfume (sample). It smells good. lol.

New camera

=]

pool

buildings

a part of a crazy sial

Anticipating

September 1st. Monday. Can't wait !!!

random

tadpole

Few days before I asked my brother a silly question,

Me : “Jan, what kind of girl do you like? A pretty, cute or a normal look one?” I guess all the guys sure gave the same answer

Jan : “a pretty girl.”

Me : “do you have any girl you like is your class? What is her name?”

Jan : “no……”

Me : “Then do you like any guy… in your class?”

Jan : “Yes! Chan Yi Xuan lorrrrr” =S

Me : “why you like him?”

Jan : “Because I same class with him since standard one already mar and I asked him homework…”

Me : “like he is your best friend laarrr?” (trying to make sure some issue here =])

Jan : “Yup. My good friend…”

Me : “Okay. Then you know guy can likes guy one? And can be together one?”

Jan : “Yar, I know” (he was watching cartoon that time and I ask so many question)

Me : “Then do you know they can get marry one?”

Jan : “Can meh~~?”

Me : “Can larr. Then you love guy??hahhaa”

Jan : “No laaa…” (Increase his voice frequency)

Jan : “If like that how to have baby~?? Boy cannot born baby laaaa…only girls can...”

Me : “then you know how is baby come from?”

Jan : “I know ah, when you with a girl long long time already then she will have a baby la. Need long long time. Then the girl will get fat, stomach will grow bigger and bigger. After a long long time, baby inside your stomach and grow up then you born baby lo…”

Me : “from where the baby comes out?”

Jan : “from butt la.”

Me : “why long long time already baby is inside? How you put it in?”

Jan : “there is a tadpole like that, purple color one, then it combines with stomach and it stick there then it will grow up and become baby lo.”

Me : “how you know is purple color????”

Jan : “Nehhh, you go and see my text book, is purple color mahhh.”

Me : “then you know where is the baby frog come from??”

Jan : “don’t know. Stomach ahh??”

I didn’t make further explanation after that question because he is busy watching cartoon. However I know how much my brother learn about sex education. At least he knows sperms in term of “tadpole” and its purple color… =| hahahhah. For a kid in standard 4… I have no idea is that level of knowledge pass or not. =] and why the text book put the sperms in purple instead of white color, gave the wrong pictures to the kids… ish.

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