Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Up & Down

Kids don’t say, “Wait.” They say, “Wait up, hey, waits up!” Because when you’re little, your life is up. The future is up. Everything you want is up. “Hold up. Shut up! Mum, I’ll clean up. Let me stay up!” Parents, of course, are just the opposite. Everything is down. “Just clam down. Slow down. Come down here! Sit down. Put … that… down.”

adapted from reader's digest. i forgot the writer's name. =]

1969 Reader's Digest




I found it i discovered many old-item-but-new-things for me when i cleaned my stuff. This time, i found a 1969 Reader's digest inside my books' box at my house. I remembered i bought it in a night market with only RM2.00. Predicting will this book worth a price someday? haha. Dreaming. I like to collect old thing. Beside 1969 reader's digest, i got a 1989 too. So different from the old digest compare with the present one. It had so less picture inside, all those advertisement is express by drawing. All drawing inside, and is so thick for the old digest. Many story inside, and i keeping it so well, so that is can be a antique in future. =]

Where to fit yourself

Every single human in this world would like to choose a preferable life style to live on. As we all know, since the moment we are born, we can’t choose which couple should become our parents for our entire life, in which country or what kind of culture to inherit. We all cannot choose all this, but we know we can choose what kind of life we can live on until the moment we’re dead. I asked this question to some of my friend before, “Where will you choose to live when you have that ability?” of course, different people, different answer. First type, city live (busy and interesting city life); Second type, country side life (which mean more peaceful, fresher air to breath). Long time ago I would choose the second type, but now, I more prefer the first type. I don’t know why. May be few month later it will not be the same answer again.

What I’m trying to say here is, it is not wrong in choosing the life or country you will like to spent on. However, if you fail to choose or don’t have that ability to migrate, don’t force it. You can’t bring happiness by forcing yourselves. I had read an article showing that how many percent of illegal immigration into Malaysia, or illegal immigration from Asia country into western country or Europe. Those people use every cent and strength to get themselves into a country claiming that it is a better way to make a living and gain happiness in a strange land but they are actually suffering every single day to play hide-and-seek game with the cops. The ways of the local treat the foreigners, it just makes my spine chill. They just forget how free and warm when they spending their life in own country. We don’t need to speak foreign language, stick with our own slang. Enjoying the benefit that the country had gave it to us. Nevertheless, if you have that ability or money to have a proper and legal way of immigration, I’m sure so very happy for you. May be a little bit jealous.

I’m always thinking it in my mind; will it be someday that I able to migrate to US? CAN? Or may be AUS? India? I have no idea. Just live where am I now and love it. You can’t enjoy it when you hating something. Don’t jealous if they have better life, you know you can’t choose it, but why not make your life interesting and make them jealous you. =] no faith but only choice. Billionaire not born with it, (may be some is) they work and they gain it. Dancer not born with it, they trained. Some people desperately wish they are a star, extraordinary, special; while some wish they are ordinary one, did everything to make people not seeing them. The world is a crazy place. I sure I can make my life blast.

Monday, November 12, 2007

holiday mute sick.










I love Caramel. thank you.





When i was 21 birthday, i got present, angpao, great meal, cake, red eggs and caramel. Actually is not red eggs my aunt made for me, she pour out the yolk inside the egg and pour in the red jelly into the egg's shell. I like the jelly red eggs. Caramel. The one i actually fall in love to. It's such a tasty Putin. Ah, i like it so much. I love caramel.

It is important to mention here. Thank you mom and dad who gave me such a great meal and present, thanks grandmom, aunt emily and uncle Casey. Thank you, my friend for the present and the great time. I like it very bery much. Thanks for all who sent me their wishes. THANK YOU.

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A massage from little brother to his sis.

This is a little bit late to talk about it, but is better to be late than absent.Twice for the amount. Why do I say so? How do you feel that feel “wow, my holiday is going to begin” before you start your holiday. Well, I feel it twice for a holiday. I kind of enjoy the life which the routine is you sleep late, wake up late, then you eat, probably go for a shopping, watch TV and play with your dog, and then u stick with the series. Lastly, sleep whenever and wherever you wish to. No alarm for wake up call. May be some of you might sound what a meaningless life or boring, but I kind of enjoying it. Beside, I do, did some meaningful things, for example, hanging out with friend and tuition my brother who having an exam. He did badly for his exam. =s This kind of totally-freedom life end up in 2 weeks. I think. Climax begins. One day I receive a call from my friend saying that we need to re-sit a paper for the exam. BING BANG BONGS. It’s like a nuclear boom, booming inside my heart. WTF??!! I need to re-sit the paper and apparently the subject is the one which have the thickest notes. Oh god. Please tell me I’m dreaming. I need to read all this again? Yeah, I did. The other 2 weeks time for my holiday end up to stick with my notes. There is no exactly reason why all the students need to re-sit the exam, but I can’t stop myself thinking, it is we all did it so badly? And the passing level is under the expecting statistic level. So the lecturers all fed up and decided to give us the second chance. Frankly say, I really don’t know how to do for the first exam. This is sad. Well. I pray and I hope, I can pass. Once again, my second holiday has begun.

Recently watching an English drama named “gossip girl”. It is kind of the shadow of The O.C, and One Tree Hills. Although I’m didn’t watch The O.C. Teenagers, love, scandals, money and family. I am enjoying watching it. Beside, those actors inside is only a high school students but they show up and dress up like an adult. It is interesting in watching how they live their life and how they dressed. Their shirt is nice. Entertainment 100%. Oh, and spongebob’s cartoon. Thanks pink. (Thanks bitch) =]