purple day

I had a purple day. Busy preparing for cny. So tiring but it worth it. =] Hang up the big yellowish pineapples, decorate the plants with so many angpao. Clean up everything and polished every metal which is so gold shine shining. What a joyful view.
share a good news here, i win mahjong. haha.
Gong Hie Fatt Choi~

cut myself

I cut myself. I asked doctor how worst is it, and he said, not so bad, few stitches are all you need. “Will it left some ugly scar there?” I asked. “Sure is it. You have some stitches and the scars will leave there for few months or a year may be and then it will fade according to the time. Don’t worry dear, put some medic, aware of what you eat, and pay attention while you using the knife next time. Everything will be alright then.” I feel relief after hearing what the doctor is said, but it will be an ugly scar while waiting for it to get heal. I have to take very good care for the cut to avoid it get other infection or accidentally scratch the stitches. All I need is medicine to make it heal faster and hopefully recover as soon as possible. (Metaphor) People use knife as an equipment to cut, chop or may be kill, it is very useful and dangerous at the same time. Without it you can’t even cook a meal, with it you will recklessly cut yourselves like I do. Knowing its dangerous but still obsess to apply it every time. Just like fire represent human life, without it we cant live, without love, you will never know how far you can go, how important life for you. Love from family is at the first place, I can’t barely to think when they leave me, and sure my world will tear apart. Love from your peer, sure you’ll dry off without it moisturize your life. Love from the love one which kills you gradually without your conscious. That’s cruel. It is hurt when it do really hurt you, making a wound in your heart which take so long period to wait it fade, is fade not disappear dude. From a fresh wound till it change to brown color, you pain you gain. Most of us are easier to adopt the critic’s stance, we can easily spot the things that displease or bore us, including me. For example in life, we’re too focused on the annoyances in the foreground compare to see the quiet delights in the background. Every time when we go out at night, parents sure do will ask some question about who are you dating with or where you and your friends going to, bla bla bla. You are so dislike the sound keep buzzing beside your ears but you had forgotten this is their caring to you. Worrying about your safety ness. I’m now training myself to see the those small happy moment my life bring to me, I believe at the end of my day, there are nothing more important than the small happiness who ever gave me once upon a time. They’re what you’ll remember. Sad is sad (a woe face), but it won’t take long time =]

“Gosh… what I was writing?! Damn it.”

black and white

Taken recently. Black and white pictures gave me a very special feeling, is not classic, not aging, it's fair, simple and pristine.You will never find out when it took and you don't have to differentiate colors. If there is light, is white; if there is dim, is black. Simple theory and clear. However, due to the advance technology, in a black-white picture has divide into different pixel/level of black-white color, i named it as Grey, may be. No more two region. Of course, the complexion of colors make the picture attractive and interesting, always catch your eyes on it if you put it together with black&white. Varies of color enrich the images. This explain the complex item, issues, theory always light up your life. Everything is inside, is like all you can eat, all you can choose. Choose the better way to have better taste of life. Apparently i have a complex way. =] But is rich... i mean meaningful, not wealthy. = s

Come home by One replublic

Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in their own place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..

Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home
Oooh

I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oooh

Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now

Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home

study week

skies

Hot

As we all know, Chinese New Year is coming soon, very soon. You guys bought new outfit d? new cloths, new pants, new bra, new undies... make sure everything new. =] i bought mine, and i plan to have a mahjong party at my house, everyone is welcome but the problem is I only have one set of mahjong. I think we can take turn for it. =} hehe. As cny is coming, the cny's burning sun is hang on the sky everyday, cast the light and heat furiously to the land. Poor us need to bake like that everyday. Oh gosh~ everytime i went out with my mom during morning, the sun is making me "lia gong" so want to take off all my cloths but due to the imperfection of my body shape, i gonna reconsider about it, plus sure get sun burn if i did that. What i did is try my best to walk under the shadow. The princess of candle. I am so hot~ ( if hot, drink some water.) Well my friends, put some sun block if you wanna go out at this time. I'm that kinda person who get "not friendly" when I'm feel hot, i keep complaining there and i found out, my mom is so patient about everything, she won't get mad when traffic jam in the middle of the hot tub or can't find parking to park while waiting my brother after school. I must learn that from her, as she said :"you can't do anything also.why not treat it with a open heart?" muacks mom.

beside, i took many pictures of the sky recently.