onlymatters

Qingming

2010-03-29T07:14:00.000-07:00

Friday

2010-03-28T01:22:00.000-07:00

Beri laluan

2010-03-26T10:09:00.000-07:00

We choose our way from what others gave us or we find our own way?

Who live in the pineapple under the sea

2010-03-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

I wondering why Patrick star always absent from those balloon seller's stock. I miss him too.

Smile

2010-03-24T06:51:00.000-07:00

Smile when you see yourselves in the mirror every morning when you want to brush your teeth. Why have to be that time? Because i personally think that we looks stupid while our mouth have so much white bubbles inside. You won't know is a good or bad day; but at least at the beginning of your day, you start with a lovely smile.

A beautiful smile
falls 'cross your face
When you are happy
or full of grace.

A beautiful smile
fills your eyes,
When you're contented
or surprised.

A beautiful magic
attends your soul,
When you have spoken
of love untold.

November 10, 1970
By Linda A. Copp ©

Chrysanthemum

2010-03-21T07:33:00.000-07:00

2009-10-02T11:19:00.000-07:00

looking for.

lol

2009-02-02T22:43:00.000-08:00

I got back my hotmail and fb. lol. Thank you. =]

wtf

2009-01-31T21:39:00.000-08:00

My hotmail and facebook is gone. There is a friend to Suharto hacked into my account and i cant sign in.

Please join me back in my new account. Please~
wtf.
Sad.

thoughts

2008-10-31T01:08:00.000-07:00

wednesday

2008-10-07T23:57:00.000-07:00

wow, kinda dusty here. Really damn long time didn't step my mouse's cursor here. I got a lot of task on my hand lately. haha, including fill my time with some of the entertainment. Midterm-fyp-fyp's presentation-party-study week-until now final exam. I'm having final exam now and there are 2 more papers on 13th. After that, will start my internship, at the meantime i have to get my FYP done also. lol. Vision of future's plan. During last time i like to fully use my time with different task or activities, as long as don't let myself senang. But i have no idea since when, i will just let myself blank or day-dreaming stick my ass on the sofa, put my pairs of big fat leg on table and eyes starring to the tv... whole day, as long as keep myself lepak. What a dramatic change, or should i say pathetic? =| However, I kinda enjoy it. It's better than i have those choked-stressful life. My life now not that stressful but sometime kinda suffer with those due-date or running out of time's day. I think that i can't blame anyone but myself, who ask you to be such a heavy bone (lazy). Arg, take a short nap first and i'll have to lay my finger on law's book already.

p.s: Have you sometime feel like, when you desperately want to own it, but you fail; When you actually holding it in you arm, you'll give your best effort to let go of it? hmm, try to appreciate what are you holding now. I always ask myself to do so.

intern

2008-09-01T09:31:00.000-07:00

I just find out this poster in swissmiss's page and i going to start my intern soon. Not soon enough but it's coming.

p.s: before that, i got to settle fyp. kinda choke sometime. Beside, gossip girl new season is OUT !!! yay.

rain

2008-08-24T04:12:00.000-07:00

Oh my god, the water is freezing!!! Once it splash on my skin, it freeze me out... Today i woke up on 2pm and i have a good sleep, without any strange dream. The rain makes my day. Cool weather and i just lay myself in my cozy bed sheet, watching series. Sometime we just need to rest ourself without doing anything or going out anywhere crowded. Lone time will be a best way to re-strength yourself and i like to have a hot honey waffle too. yum yum~

p.s : thanks ch for the ck euphoria woman&man perfume (sample). It smells good. lol.

New camera

2008-08-21T00:13:00.000-07:00

pool

2008-08-19T01:46:00.000-07:00

buildings

2008-08-08T23:52:00.000-07:00

a part of a crazy sial

2008-08-04T08:14:00.000-07:00

Anticipating

2008-07-29T07:47:00.000-07:00

September 1st. Monday. Can't wait !!!

random

2008-07-27T01:09:00.000-07:00

tadpole

2008-07-21T09:01:00.000-07:00

Few days before I asked my brother a silly question,

Me : “Jan, what kind of girl do you like? A pretty, cute or a normal look one?” I guess all the guys sure gave the same answer

Jan : “a pretty girl.”

Me : “do you have any girl you like is your class? What is her name?”

Jan : “no……”

Me : “Then do you like any guy… in your class?”

Jan : “Yes! Chan Yi Xuan lorrrrr” =S

Me : “why you like him?”

Jan : “Because I same class with him since standard one already mar and I asked him homework…”

Me : “like he is your best friend laarrr?” (trying to make sure some issue here =])

Jan : “Yup. My good friend…”

Me : “Okay. Then you know guy can likes guy one? And can be together one?”

Jan : “Yar, I know” (he was watching cartoon that time and I ask so many question)

Me : “Then do you know they can get marry one?”

Jan : “Can meh~~?”

Me : “Can larr. Then you love guy??hahhaa”

Jan : “No laaa…” (Increase his voice frequency)

Jan : “If like that how to have baby~?? Boy cannot born baby laaaa…only girls can...”

Me : “then you know how is baby come from?”

Jan : “I know ah, when you with a girl long long time already then she will have a baby la. Need long long time. Then the girl will get fat, stomach will grow bigger and bigger. After a long long time, baby inside your stomach and grow up then you born baby lo…”

Me : “from where the baby comes out?”

Jan : “from butt la.”

Me : “why long long time already baby is inside? How you put it in?”

Jan : “there is a tadpole like that, purple color one, then it combines with stomach and it stick there then it will grow up and become baby lo.”

Me : “how you know is purple color????”

Jan : “Nehhh, you go and see my text book, is purple color mahhh.”

Me : “then you know where is the baby frog come from??”

Jan : “don’t know. Stomach ahh??”

I didn’t make further explanation after that question because he is busy watching cartoon. However I know how much my brother learn about sex education. At least he knows sperms in term of “tadpole” and its purple color… =| hahahhah. For a kid in standard 4… I have no idea is that level of knowledge pass or not. =] and why the text book put the sperms in purple instead of white color, gave the wrong pictures to the kids… ish.

I didn’

another combination

2008-07-15T11:08:00.000-07:00

As shown in the picture, a cake for all the person whose birthday falls on July.
Happy birthday dad, wt and ken. hahah=]

7a.m

2008-07-14T02:51:00.000-07:00

respond-sible

2008-07-13T20:52:00.000-07:00

I came out with this while I was waiting for my aunt at home to come and go out together. I think of a word. RESPONSIBLE. I suddenly feel that it is a very heavy word. Think about the responsible of our parents to us; think about how the word take effect to your work and everything you did now. We all have the responsible for everything we did. It is not just you made a mistake and “puff” just disappears from that. You have to take responsible of the mistake. See, the word appear again, everyday in our life. I wish I can escape the word.

My friend told me her cell phone had been stolen by her student in school and the student is just 9 years old… primary standard 3. Fortunately she discovers earlier and manages to find it back at the student’s home. It is very hilarious the way she describe to me how the student try to lie but fail and eventually hand over the cell phone himself. However the sad thing is, he just standard 3 and story behind is his parents didn’t stay together with him due to their working condition. His parents throw the responsible of their child to the uncle and the uncle fail to take full responsible to the kid and it end up like that. Who to blame?

I’m wish I’m brave enough to handle every responsible on my shoulder now, to me, to my family or to anyone. I wish my wish can be true.

Here come my responsible, my aunt and her child is here, my responsible is to drive my aunt, the baby and the kids safely to the town. Yes, I did it. OHH and my fyp. It is a very very weighty responsible which i try to do but i wish to escape but i need to do else i can't graduate but i feel want to skip it but actually i can't... argh, just do it... Wuffffff……

where to stand?

2008-07-11T00:07:00.000-07:00

Can anyone tell me, how hard would a person felt when they had no ones that can understand or to share s/he sadness moment?
I bet it will be felt like you’re choking, situated at the lowest part of the dark hole, being isolated from the world, pointless in mind, an unidentified hand holding and start squeezing your heart… felt like cry but no tears in eyes; It would be more suffer if the person who closest to you, did the same way as the outsider do. Everything sounds worthless. I hope I didn’t make that kind of mistake.

Place yourselves in others’ stand. I always told myself but I always fail to do it. If you think you are angry because his/her attitude is bad, and plan to scold s/he kuat kuat sekali. Pause it. At least have a word with her in a proper way and give him/her a chance to speak for him/herself. But if s/he didn’t feel sorry for what s/he did, sorry la, you really deserve my admonishment.

Try to understand why s/he acts like this way, why s/he doing that, what the hell is going wrong out there. See what s/he sees and hear what s/he hears. May be we’ll have another option to choose what we suppose to do next before we misbehavior or misunderstand peoples.

p.s. Do we have the chance to clam ourselves while our blood is boiling? I doubt that. However, try, at least. Bertimbang rasa abit. Where you stand decide what person you are.

the cube job

2008-07-08T09:21:00.000-07:00

chew hean ginn, your master piece. you're not too old actually. =]

strong

2008-07-08T05:21:00.000-07:00

I received a terrible text message from my friend today. The content makes my heart stop pumping. I do hope I interpret the texts wrongly but it's true. I don't know what should I say or anything i can do about it to my friend, I just hope she is fine and be tough. The only things I can give is my support and my hug. Cruel reality always ruined us and I hope we all can survive in it, face it with bravery. I know it's hard and its easy to say than you actually do it; but for the matter of fact, that is what we have to do. Sometime, I really so hate the world keeps spinning, it brings the best moment in our life and also took away the most important things in our life, simultaneously. Oh god, deal with that......

I love you, dev.

Patrick and Spongebob

2008-07-02T07:45:00.000-07:00

When I'm not paying attention in class. =D

02-07-08

2008-07-01T07:04:00.000-07:00

A combination

2008-06-17T10:22:00.000-07:00

It is like a combination of wishing list.
Happy mother and father's day.
Happy birthday to chewli
Happy new sem.
Happy FYP ( sarcastic tone )
Happy shit. =|

leopard can't change its spot

2008-05-26T11:01:00.000-07:00

I know everyone have their own personal hobby and it is totally depends on one’s favorite. However, everything has its merit and demerit. If you have bad hobbies, I’m giving you the best advice, quit it. I know no one can change the world in ‘eh’ day, pyramid not built up easily. Take it off slowly, at least quit it step by step. Why you know it is harmful and you still keep doing this? I don’t understand. Is it fun? Or is somebody forcing you? If it is, then avoid it; get rid of those stinky peers. Stand still for you will, self- controlling, do it for your love one. Sometime, someone is so just not good in taking care of themselves. IF, you are addicted to it, well, leopard can’t change its spot. I know how it feels like when you addict to something… or someone. You will try to spend most of you seconds of it, if it is not on your hand on the next moment; you like ants get inside the pants, bunch of ants! Haha =S (That is why drug addict had so many antzzz inside their pants) I’ll be so disappoint with that. But I guess you will not be that serious. I trust you. You’ll know how to control yourselves. You will. ;)

P/s: I gonna miss gg very much. Desperately expecting the next season of gossip girl and please tell me Dan and Serena is belong to be together; and from the first episode of gossip girl I know Chuck and Blair is a pair, I believe they will be. May be it is not everyone’s type series but it is worth to give a watch for it. You’ll find it interesting. =] At least you gain some New-Yorker-wearing-fashion-style’s sense although most of their style so not suitable in Malaysia and if you do wear like them, you’ll hot till die; and those who starring inside is so well-looking. Omg omg. Oh, season2, please come out fast. Faster. =]

you'll know how cute is patrick star

2008-05-23T10:37:00.000-07:00

The Patrick star that me and pink used to camwhore with is belong to kelly. She gonna keep patrick grounded in a plastic back for a year and she reject my offer to help her take good care of him. lagak lor. Alright, pink, kelly, jason going to leave us soon (busy packing up now i guess, sorry ya, cant help you guys). I mean they're going to work and leave mmu soon. =] It is may be a little bit sad... okay, may be more than that. I'm just that kind of easy emo-person when dealing with leaving seperate stuff. I gonna miss you guys very much. Remember what i yell to each one of you before i leave the house. " I love you so so much" except kelly coz she went out with boy boy already. Kelly, gonna miss you much much. 4 year under the same roof and sharing the good and bad memories, remember their birthday without saving it inside my phone's reminder. It's not a easy things. hmm... speachless, word-less. haha =] take care ya.

her-story

2008-05-23T09:24:00.000-07:00

Pink found her (duck shit color)bag which she used it during alpha year; Kelly found her little bulu bulu bag which she used to take out for shopping. Super horrible, we all just scream omg when looking at it. What happen if pink use it for work, as her hand bag or what and kelly reuse that bag again, as shopping bag. Lets try it. Tell me what happen. Do you still keep those bags u used it last time? we do. Fashoin style really do change rapidly and last time student bag is so popular with duck shit color, coz shy also got one with the same style.Omg. And us, from the top of head to the end of your toes, time do leave something on it. When you cleaning up or packing up the things, history just came up. Funny. Hillarious.

It's coming

2008-05-22T20:27:00.000-07:00

My final but not last one paper is today, later on 3pm and that moment finally have come. 4 years ends like that. What a journey had we went through. =]

old school badges

2008-05-12T12:19:00.000-07:00

exam

2008-05-11T00:43:00.000-07:00

Exam
exaM
Exam

Work or not ?

2008-04-24T11:40:00.000-07:00

So smile actually can work things out. wow. Ish, study weeks is begin. Super many much papers surrounding me. Come on sueann, works things out.

My dear Jan

2008-04-22T11:20:00.000-07:00

My little brother gave me a tweety bird's cover notebook. It is just a simple and childish notebook, furthermore I'm not a tweety's fans, but the sweetest thing is the way he gave me this present. Once I back home and he came back from tuition class, he said he got something to give me and I said what is it ? He required me to close my eyes and give him my hand... I do it according to what he asked me to do and then he passed me this yellowish notebook. Isn't he sweet and lovely? Just like a boyfriend give present to a girlfriend. (wondering is he learn that from tv?!) That book is a present from his teacher and is too girlish, not suit him. He keep another mickey one. I so appreciate it and I still hesitate isn't he wanna kena me with some bugs toy or what. Feel so regret after that. He recently participate in a english story telling competition. Although he can't get any prize, but you are the first runner up in my heart. I remember last time I got took part in those story telling competition, I am literally freak out and can hear my own heart bouncing sound. Walao, some more is inside a class only, not at the morning assembly and his story telling venue is at the morning assembly hall. I just admire his bravery, and he manage to tell out all the story together with some action according to his teacher. Endless muacks for you, Jan. Thank you. Don't naughty at home, listen to what mommy said !!!

p/s: Isn't it Jan too girly? I'm the one who suggest this spelling. Actually i hope to name my sis as 'sue jane' and i only plan for a sis name, however it doesn't go according to what I wished and that name gave it to my cousin already, so i name my little brother as 'Jan'. Wah Jan. ish.

canton-i

2008-04-17T09:37:00.000-07:00

isn't it mouth watering? ;) manage to snap it while waiting traffic light.

Manage to try Canton-I. The taste is better than what i expected, we didn't order much of the food, from what i order and eat, is not bad. (After finished the dishes, super full already, can't order dessert.) Specially the bbq and roasted meat. Taste good. Added on some extra "cha siew" source... hmm, better. Feel little bit hungry already when i describing it. The price is, okay. Environment is nice but a little bit pack. =| From the distance of one table to the other, is too short. Luckily that time i went there is not so crowded.

p/s: Manage to get a shoe today. yeepee. That's all, continue buying, i'll be sleeping beside the road d.

unexpected

2008-04-16T12:42:00.000-07:00

What a nice thing to hear!!! LOL ;)

what a week

2008-04-14T11:42:00.000-07:00

Long time before when my grandmom still young, =] she likes to listen different kind of music, Chinese songs, western music... collect bunch of those music albums. Until that day she move out from the old house, bunch of the albums just lie there waiting me to them home. I so want to bring all them back, really bunch and bunch of it. However my parents they said "our car full d lar... some more we don't have the player..." Arh... i so damn sad until now every time i remind about this incident. I regret didn't take all those baby black album home with me. Arh!!! so lucky the one behind me who bring them back. Ish. Don't miss any, don't wait any time if u decided to do whatever you would like to do next. gosh, i so regret i missed bunch of goodies !!! why am i obedient. =| Stupid enough to take home few of it only. Allahhh. =[

bo bi bo bi

2008-04-09T23:36:00.000-07:00

Suffer~ when you want to sleep but can't, that's suffer. When you want to have fun but can't, that's suffer. When u want to eat nice but cannot, that's suffer. When you feel so so so don't want to do stuff but you got no choice, die also need to die it out, that is super suffer!!! Just finished my EEN test, which I only can shake my head, i still got totally 4 assignments to go and after that final is coming. Just now saw my roomie printed all notes out, wow~ need to be so thick and so much not? I wondering how to study for final. A mi to hut, bobi I can pass all my subjects. Bobi BoBi. -.- Anyone can provide some method that can help me increase my memorize strength? May be is I'm not hardworking enough. =|

a little bit drunk

2008-04-05T22:53:00.000-07:00

Last thursday, in order to celebrate Ah Tack's birthday, we went to a club and had a crazy night. Oh ya, nearly forgot to wish him happy belated birthday, officially. =] Happy always!!! Sharing some pictures here.

More pictures --> here.

back on track

2008-04-04T09:55:00.000-07:00

After a crazy, fun, drunkly and tired night, everything need to be back on track d and start up your engine to move faster. Quick hand quick leg to settle all task. *breath breath breath* Think about those assignment and test, nearly forget how to breath. adui~

mom~ help!!! I'm vain lor.

You can make it and you need~ to make it. =]

pretty?nice?beauty?gorgeous?

2008-04-02T06:35:00.000-07:00

Why we human only admire nice things? Define nice thingssss. Emm, such as cute items, nice painting, breathtaking view, pretty things, gorgeous face, fabulous body shape, pretty cloths and etc etc... oh ya, one more, tasty food !!! Why we always tell ourselves to be beautiful minded? and even simple also needs to be claimed "simple and nice" So if i said something that is simple as "simple" do you feel that i'm telling you, your things is "not nice" ? Haha =] I'll have that feeling, to be honest. "Not simple" means nice? I once saw a painting, the artist just draw some bulat bulat, circle and circles in his or her painting. When i saw it, "wow, is simple and nice. I also can draw it." Yes, it's simple but the "not simple" things is you don't owned the initial idea and you're not that creator. H/she have a beautiful mind. You can be the most successful money digger celebrities if you have a gorgeous face; The most popular traveling spot if there have breathtaking view, the most hot selling items, as long as it nice... bla bla bla.

I guess it is call successful if you own one of those nice things.

and I prefer simple (bull shit-ing) ...... and nice-gorgeous-pretty-wonderful things too =]

April Fool

2008-03-31T12:58:00.000-07:00

Happy April Fool !!!
Caution here. Don't fall into the trap. Be alert. Be fun also.
First trap set by Alan. You trapped me. Adui~~
Then i started to set my trapped.
I'm kinda scare revenge now.
Shy, yinghui, just a joke.
Sorry for wake you up ya roomie. =]
I always love you guys.
muackss!!!
happy ya.
hok ki la ~~

bikini bottom

2008-03-27T11:57:00.000-07:00

haha

we LOVE ladders.

2008-03-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

What a tired and happy day. Me, shy and yinghui went to bangsar to hunt for some cloths at those boutiques there. Looking for some cantik cantik and unique cloths. At the end, we get want but at the same time lost much blood. Yeepee~what so excited?! '__' As you all know, all those boutique is locate at the first floor of the shops, some of it at the second floor some more. What the hell !!! In order to look for cantik stuff, what can we do? climb upstair @@ walk and walk, climb and climb. From the second road walk till fourth road. Haha, kinda nice slow jogging. Manage to burn down some of fats after our lunch.

What is the restaurant name ady? wait, recalling back... Cipolla. It is a Itallian style meal. That time we went was meet up with set lunch time. So, the set is appetizer, main course, desert plus coffee or tea, is about RM34. The amount of food given is ordinary. Pasta size is like "wan tan mee" medium size, expensive or not? it is personal question. The taste is.... so western, so French itally. If you like western food, you'll love it. Really so western~ try to emphasize "so western" here. =] yinghui and shy, tembak me ba~ shot die me. Environment... good~ feels like wanna sleep inside. Aiyyo, outside is like burning.

shy, need to put 6 packs of sugar or not? :|

such a hottie. yek yek .

heading out from the restaurant.

while waiting.

dinner at midvalley's oasis. Economical and taste good~

Sunsetting, its time to back home else can't see road in dark.haha =]

Never end

2008-03-26T11:07:00.000-07:00

Just finish my ETM 4106's exam. Ish, don't wanna talk about it, always regret after exam but keep playing and lepak-ing before it. No one to blame except myself. =] One down, still got plenty of midterm and assignment waving at me. Can i pretend for not seeing it? unless i wish to lose my marks.

List according to the date:
31/3 - etm3086 assignment.
3/4 - etm4096 midterm test.
7/4 - ehm3066 midterm test.
8/4 - OC lab.
14/4 - ehm3066 assignment.
16/4 - een3096 assignment.
24/4 - etm4106 assignment.
25/4 - etm4096 assignment.
unknown - een3096 midterm test.
( if I'm not mistaken)

Take a deep breath, keep telling myself and just do it. Can't back home this weekend. Ish~ Adui~ why got so much things to do. I don't know about the others but for me, if i have plenty of task waiting me to accomplish it, i'll automatically feel so lazy and sleepy. So damn easy to fall asleep, and have a very sweet dream. Those drama,movie or even newspaper is like far more interesting and attracting than usual. "yam kung~" I wish i have Einstein's brain or Dr Chuah's one also more than enough for me already. =|

(Ignore this) I/T: I’m not an adult cause I never want to be. It’s that mean if I don’t want to be an adult then I’m not an adult anymore but still need to continue to act like an adult and do what an adult need to do. If I don’t want to be, then I should act like a child, cry out loud if didn’t get feed or give a cool face if parents refuse to buy candies for me, but I don’t. So, it means i'm still an adult and need to take responsibility for every things i did. Okay, talking shit again. =]

Nice brunch

2008-03-24T04:21:00.000-07:00

Bak Kut Teh

2008-03-24T00:16:00.000-07:00

My favorite, Dry bak kut teh, which the "teh" become black source. The soup bak kut teh is so so ok ok, normal but I like the dry version of it, finger licking good. I heard that the boss came from Klang, not bad. =]

The first day to school

2008-03-16T10:46:00.000-07:00

Do you still remember the first say you went to school? Not kindergarten, but is primary school. Actually I’m can’t remember the first day I went to kindergarten, I just remember I used to sit van to there and the driver is the kindergarten’s teacher’s father. There is an Indian woman who associated him to handle the kids in car which is including me. The Indian woman is friendly and she really took care of me. The last year and last day I sit that van, she told me to remember her, is kind of sad that day I remember but I do remember her till now, just forget her name. =]

Last night when I was watching the TV’s show, there is a show showing the first day of school opening. I saw those parents took their child to the school with brand new school bag, school uniform and plain white shoes. OH~ the feeling of first-day-in-school is suddenly blow into my heart like wind. With the fastest speed, I rush into my mom’s room and ask my mom to watch it with me. There is a reason why I want to do this. I remembered the first day to school, my grandpa gave me an Angpao and a little size purse for me to put all my coins. (Last time pocket money not that much) My mom went to school with me that time, I not so remember how we get there, school bus I think, and then register my name and went into my class. The teacher introduce herself, tell us not to cry (you may cry for the first day, but not tomorrow. Unfortunately, I cry for a week and my mom had teman me to school for a week! Yup, I so not independent.), she takes us to go around the school, tell us where is the toilet and how to speak out when you want to go toilet and etc. One more things that makes me remember till now is when we are first year, we need to put out bottle behind the class, I have no idea why they want to do so. The problem is, there are ants around that place, there was once I took orange juice to school, after class, I so proudly take out the bottle and drink, after that only I saw why inside there got so many tiny black dots, OMG, is ants. From that day, I hate ants!

The TV show really makes me bring back a lot of my first-day-school memories. I so want to thank my mom, I so easy to cry. I cried for a week and she went to school with me for a week together with my brother, wait me till break time and after school. Thanks mom. That time, the food in canteen is very berry cheap; I remember the most expensive price is RM1.50 for big size beehon soup. Can we still find that price in present school? I usually eat for the RM0.50 one and my pocket money is only RM1. Now my brother’s pocket money is RM5. Good sign of economics development. Until the time I was standard 3, my brother entered my school. The funniest things is, during break time, we usually chopsticks to eat our food, that time I only realize my brother DON’T KNOW HOW TO USE CHOPSTICKS and I terpaksa need to feed him with chopsticks. Malunya !!!~

Suddenly so miss the name tag and plain white shoe I used to wear last time. I miss lots of things. =]

P/s: I had tried a very berry delicious Bak Kut Teh this morning. Upload those pictures next time.

Vietnam Kitchen

2008-03-12T04:51:00.000-07:00

Chan Chew Geng

2008-03-10T14:07:00.000-07:00

Why everytime when u come my house to play mahjong, i'm always the one who so generous, gave out my money and treat all kaki a wonderful game ( bungkus semua). Wanna do some feng shui stuff d. =|

p/s: now i giving u a big title. adui~~

s u e

2008-03-10T00:35:00.000-07:00

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz

2008-03-08T20:44:00.000-08:00

found it from sizzmiss

Chinese or cantonese?

2008-03-06T22:26:00.000-08:00

You sing your way, i sing mine~ =|

It is cruel to grow up

2008-03-03T22:09:00.000-08:00

It is really cruel to grow up. When you gain something, there will be some losses. Love, money, time and the most important, ages. You can see the increasing amount of silvery hair on your parents' head. Every time i look at them, is just makes me feel so sorry&sad about that. I'll try my best to take care of you, try my best to make them proud of me. I hope you won't disappointed on me because i'm not good enough. I'll pay any price to let my dearest family to stay forever by my side. Can i pray to minimize the losses? omg, it bring tears to my eyes, better stop writing all this sentimental thingy.

Congratulation

2008-03-02T01:46:00.000-08:00

Congratulation to my brother, He get the first place in his class. Kinda happy for that. Since he was born, he has some hearing problem, this makes him need to go for the special education school. We never talk to him. The only communication with him is using sign language. To show him what we want, to express the feeling using our and his hand, happy, lovely, angry, irritating and etc. It is kinda hard to communicate with him when he was small, but now things getting better. We take very good care of him, i love you. xoxo.

Sakae sushi

2008-02-28T21:04:00.001-08:00

Price :some is reasonable, some are not.
food taste : average.
environment : the lamp is nice, clean. Comfortable light.
service : average. okay okay.

before everthing

2008-02-28T20:30:00.001-08:00

Some of the pictures... Confidential. Right shy ? =]

Scare Myself too

2008-02-21T02:20:00.000-08:00

How to begin this… I have no idea why this makes me cry like I was in hell. Recently there is a senior, comedy Hong Kong star, Lydia Sum had passed away. The very first moment I heard this news is, “Oh gosh, she can’t make it, at the end, she leave us”. I really feel sad about this news but after that I start to forget about this news and had a crazy night at maison. K I’m not her super fans; she is not so very my life idol, why I so sad about? At the last weekend, I went home and open my TV; I was alone that time and I watching a Hong Kong TV show, showing a special program about the actress Lydia Sum. The program content is all about her, her drama, movie, shows and all conversation, not doubt, sure about her… Without my conscious, my tears drop down, I watching at the show, it reminded me about her scene, her laugh, her dialog, and her jokes, gradually, everything just came out from my mind that night. Adui laa~ It just makes me so sad about her leaving. From the show start about 10 minutes, I cried till it ends. I have no idea why I cry so hard. After that, I think this may be is mainly about her shows was growing up together with me. Ever since I know what drama series, TVB, is I know who she is. Obviously, I don’t know any about of her personality and she definitely doesn’t know my existence but her every show is great and leaves a deep impression in my mind, she has her own icon, her laugh, hair, body size and specially the spec represent her present. I cried till my eyes red like hell for her, she is really leave many memory in my brain, I believe not just me. Is truly a serious lost for the Hong Kong entertainment industry and audience of her leave. Is all recycle, someday and at anytime will be my turn also, choi choi (wish it won’t be so fast first,K), I hope she is peace and happy always. Sincerely from my heart.

Aye captain !!!

2008-02-18T20:15:00.000-08:00

Are ya ready kids?

Aye, Aye captain!

I can't heeeaaar yooouuu!

AYE, AYE CAPTAIN!

oooooooooooo.........

Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
Sponge Bob Square Pants!
Absorbent and yellow and porous is he.
Sponge Bob Square Pants!
If nautical nonsense be somethin' ya wish.
Sponge Bob Square Pants!
Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish.
Sponge Bob Square Pants!

Ready?
Sponge Bob Square Pants,
Sponge Bob Square Pants,
Sponge Bob Square Pants,
Sponge Booob Square Paaants! Ah Ha Ha, Ha Ha Ha, Ha, hArgh wh..arire..Ha arrrigh.

Can recognize this song?Is Spongebob Squarepants theme song. I used to spent the watching time with my brother which is on Nickelodeon channel, finally the sis&bro have the same hobby.

He is naughty but obedient. =] muahahah. I'm the one who is devil~

short video.

2008-02-12T20:35:00.001-08:00

missed

2008-02-12T20:06:00.000-08:00

So stupid, so careless, so dumped. I missed my lab, Dr Chuah lab some more, sure he will use his sharp and doubtful eyes looking at me. Hopefully he's in good mood and let me replace it. Period pain as reason acceptable? gosh, so lame. please please please~~~ =|

cny

2008-02-12T04:05:00.001-08:00

what a nice nap... while i'm busy cleaning-__-''

taking pic at store room.

i'm the only one who finish whole bowl of pineapple cookies.favorite.

super duper hot. i mean the weather.

i wear nice nice with red high heal, but i really can't tahan the hot weather...
end up with house's tee.

"exploring" my shoe.

lembu boys. nonstop conversation and ever finish ideas.

Gong Hei Fatt Choi~
and the most important
healthy always. =]

purple day

2008-02-05T09:23:00.000-08:00

I had a purple day. Busy preparing for cny. So tiring but it worth it. =] Hang up the big yellowish pineapples, decorate the plants with so many angpao. Clean up everything and polished every metal which is so gold shine shining. What a joyful view.
share a good news here, i win mahjong. haha.
Gong Hie Fatt Choi~

cut myself

2008-02-03T08:24:00.000-08:00

I cut myself. I asked doctor how worst is it, and he said, not so bad, few stitches are all you need. “Will it left some ugly scar there?” I asked. “Sure is it. You have some stitches and the scars will leave there for few months or a year may be and then it will fade according to the time. Don’t worry dear, put some medic, aware of what you eat, and pay attention while you using the knife next time. Everything will be alright then.” I feel relief after hearing what the doctor is said, but it will be an ugly scar while waiting for it to get heal. I have to take very good care for the cut to avoid it get other infection or accidentally scratch the stitches. All I need is medicine to make it heal faster and hopefully recover as soon as possible. (Metaphor) People use knife as an equipment to cut, chop or may be kill, it is very useful and dangerous at the same time. Without it you can’t even cook a meal, with it you will recklessly cut yourselves like I do. Knowing its dangerous but still obsess to apply it every time. Just like fire represent human life, without it we cant live, without love, you will never know how far you can go, how important life for you. Love from family is at the first place, I can’t barely to think when they leave me, and sure my world will tear apart. Love from your peer, sure you’ll dry off without it moisturize your life. Love from the love one which kills you gradually without your conscious. That’s cruel. It is hurt when it do really hurt you, making a wound in your heart which take so long period to wait it fade, is fade not disappear dude. From a fresh wound till it change to brown color, you pain you gain. Most of us are easier to adopt the critic’s stance, we can easily spot the things that displease or bore us, including me. For example in life, we’re too focused on the annoyances in the foreground compare to see the quiet delights in the background. Every time when we go out at night, parents sure do will ask some question about who are you dating with or where you and your friends going to, bla bla bla. You are so dislike the sound keep buzzing beside your ears but you had forgotten this is their caring to you. Worrying about your safety ness. I’m now training myself to see the those small happy moment my life bring to me, I believe at the end of my day, there are nothing more important than the small happiness who ever gave me once upon a time. They’re what you’ll remember. Sad is sad (a woe face), but it won’t take long time =]

“Gosh… what I was writing?! Damn it.”

black and white

2008-01-29T07:13:00.000-08:00

Taken recently. Black and white pictures gave me a very special feeling, is not classic, not aging, it's fair, simple and pristine.You will never find out when it took and you don't have to differentiate colors. If there is light, is white; if there is dim, is black. Simple theory and clear. However, due to the advance technology, in a black-white picture has divide into different pixel/level of black-white color, i named it as Grey, may be. No more two region. Of course, the complexion of colors make the picture attractive and interesting, always catch your eyes on it if you put it together with black&white. Varies of color enrich the images. This explain the complex item, issues, theory always light up your life. Everything is inside, is like all you can eat, all you can choose. Choose the better way to have better taste of life. Apparently i have a complex way. =] But is rich... i mean meaningful, not wealthy. = s

Come home by One replublic

2008-01-28T20:11:00.000-08:00

Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in their own place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..

Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home
Oooh

I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oooh

Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now

Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home

study week

2008-01-28T05:35:00.001-08:00

skies

2008-01-28T03:22:00.000-08:00

Hot

2008-01-24T08:38:00.001-08:00

As we all know, Chinese New Year is coming soon, very soon. You guys bought new outfit d? new cloths, new pants, new bra, new undies... make sure everything new. =] i bought mine, and i plan to have a mahjong party at my house, everyone is welcome but the problem is I only have one set of mahjong. I think we can take turn for it. =} hehe. As cny is coming, the cny's burning sun is hang on the sky everyday, cast the light and heat furiously to the land. Poor us need to bake like that everyday. Oh gosh~ everytime i went out with my mom during morning, the sun is making me "lia gong" so want to take off all my cloths but due to the imperfection of my body shape, i gonna reconsider about it, plus sure get sun burn if i did that. What i did is try my best to walk under the shadow. The princess of candle. I am so hot~ ( if hot, drink some water.) Well my friends, put some sun block if you wanna go out at this time. I'm that kinda person who get "not friendly" when I'm feel hot, i keep complaining there and i found out, my mom is so patient about everything, she won't get mad when traffic jam in the middle of the hot tub or can't find parking to park while waiting my brother after school. I must learn that from her, as she said :"you can't do anything also.why not treat it with a open heart?" muacks mom.

beside, i took many pictures of the sky recently.

silly me

2008-01-24T08:19:00.000-08:00

When I listening the CD that my buddy gave me as my birthday present, I really so want to thanks them for their sincere and marvelous day we have been through. There is one interesting thing that I want to mention is, for Xian Yi, I really sorry for my stupidity, what actually happen is, she try to play a birthday song for me with her piano through the house phone, must tell here, she was a superb great pianist, but silly me, I answer the phone and then “hello~ hello~ hello~” no one answer, who is playing the phone over there? And then before I heard the song, I hung up the phone. She explained that was the time when she bringing the phone near the piano so that I can hear the sound. I’m sorry my dear Xian Yi. After that, of course kena scold… but I feel so happy for that. Thanks buddies~ I love you all much much mellow~ =]

Lines

2008-01-23T07:48:00.000-08:00

This picture took when study week. I so like it. Currently as my wallpaper.

yinghui's niece : tracy tee

2007-12-27T22:13:00.000-08:00

Little Tracy, sorry for keep bordering you to let me took your pictures. thanks ya. =]

Merry X'mas

2007-12-18T20:50:00.000-08:00

YO~ wish all of you have a special, happy, warm, lovely, white or may be shinning X'mas. When you feel happy, thats already a big present for you. Remember to always keep it in you. Merry X'mas and happy new year. yeah~ =]

break up

2007-12-18T03:56:00.001-08:00

taken using my handphone. No exact date.

Reason why by click five

2007-12-17T11:34:00.000-08:00

Yesterday
I waited for your friends to walk away
So I could say just what I mean

I know we're moving fast
We're running from the past
I'm holding on before it fades away

(chorus)
Could it be that maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a Reason Why they
Say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's The Reason Why
When you're young you fall in love

Standing Still
I'm waiting round to see if this is real
Because I feel like I'm asleep

I opened up my eyes
'Cuz you might be the type
Of girl that makes me dream when I'm awake

(chorus)
Could it be that maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a Reason Why they
Say that we should give it time

But time is not enough
And that's The Reason Why
When you're young you fall in love

So tell me can this really work?
Or will we end up getting hurt?
Is this love...
Or myth?

So tell me are you ready for this?
There's so much more than we can see
More than you
More than me
It takes two to believe

Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight

Mabye it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they
Say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's The Reason Why
When you're young you fall in love
(That's The Reason Why)
When you're young you fall in love
(That's The Reason Why)
When you're young you fall in love

Happy holidays

2007-12-17T00:38:00.001-08:00

I grateful that I can choose.

Meaningful thoughts

2007-12-16T23:13:00.000-08:00

1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. You are special and unique.
8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look.
11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

Adapted from here.

It is great that we speak out what are we thinking, is great that we manage to communicate. I admit it. I addicted to you, but my world won't stop turning because of that. When i said it, i mean it. I'm addicted. =] getting over it, getting the shit out of my life. My life is happy, goes on. Lets my song sing on forever. muacks. =]

Foods

2007-12-16T22:36:00.001-08:00

the Panaroma view. sucks enough.

i just forgot to switch on the macro mode.sayang.

i found that this 2 pictures is more focus on the lady behind the drinks

housemates

2007-12-14T21:41:00.000-08:00

Why i always wearing that cloth when u took pictures with house mates. Coincident. This time shy's twin sister come and join us. =]

K

2007-12-14T21:30:00.001-08:00

yesterday and today

2007-12-14T11:20:00.000-08:00

Meaningless

2007-12-13T10:45:00.001-08:00

pink~ if you see this, you must read it. Now only i know i save it until now. =]

s u e a n n says:

pink

[ pink ] says:

harr?

s u e a n n says:

ohh

s u e a n n says:

u not sleeping ho

s u e a n n says:

haah

s u e a n n says:

nothing...juz testing

s u e a n n says:

[ pink ] says:

-.-""

[ pink ] says:

hahaha

[ pink ] says:

adui

[ pink ] says:

nola

[ pink ] says:

come in my room la

[ pink ] says:

we watching drama only ma

[ pink ] says:

s u e a n n says:

hahah

s u e a n n says:

duwan lerr

[ pink ] says:

u not studying already la?

s u e a n n says:

feel like wanna layyy on my bed now

s u e a n n says:

got a thing i wan to tell u long time g

s u e a n n says:

ermm

[ pink ] says:

hahaahah

[ pink ] says:

lol

[ pink ] says:

wat??

[ pink ] says:

wat thing?

s u e a n n says:

dont want laa

s u e a n n says:

later u dont want to be friend with me d

s u e a n n says:

i dont wan to lose a friend like you

s u e a n n says:

[ pink ] says:

...............

[ pink ] says:

hahhahahahaa

[ pink ] says:

oiiiiiiiiiii

[ pink ] says:

no fren marr housemates lorr

[ pink ] says:

-.-"

[ pink ] says:

damn cute laa ur emoticons all

[ pink ] says:

hahahahahaha

s u e a n n says:

i scare later u scare of me

s u e a n n says:

then wanna move out

s u e a n n says:

serious u know this problem

s u e a n n says:

oiiii~~

s u e a n n says:

reply me laa

[ pink ] says:

...........

s u e a n n says:

adui

[ pink ] says:

hahahahahhaa

[ pink ] says:

lol

[ pink ] says:

i wont la ok -.-"

s u e a n n says:

promise yaa

[ pink ] says:

my deposits i still wanna take back one

s u e a n n says:

promise !!!

[ pink ] says:

why i wanna move ler

s u e a n n says:

hahha

[ pink ] says:

hahahhaa

s u e a n n says:

ok ok

[ pink ] says:

wat?

s u e a n n says:

dont get upset.... or suprise if i told u

s u e a n n says:

okay

s u e a n n says:

[ pink ] says:

errr ok

[ pink ] says:

haha got that serious meh

[ pink ] says:

-.-"

s u e a n n says:

you look so damn slut in your display picture

s u e a n n says:

[ pink ] says:

............

[ pink ] says:

%^%#@!

[ pink ] says:

hahhahahaha

[ pink ] says:

fuck you laaaaaa

s u e a n n says:

hahahhaha

[ pink ] says:

i tot wat u wanna tell me -.-"

s u e a n n says:

nah ~~~ mlm

s u e a n n says:

hahahha

s u e a n n says:

damn funny

s u e a n n says:

[ pink ] says:

...........

[ pink ] says:

hhahhaahaahahhaaa

[ pink ] says:

yalaaaaaa

[ pink ] says:

u win liao -.-"

s u e a n n says:

ahhaahah

s u e a n n says:

okay okay...

s u e a n n says:

i go bec to my bed....

[ pink ] says:

dont jealous im lenglui laa

s u e a n n says:

yay~~~~~~~~

[ pink ] says:

s u e a n n says:

[ pink ] says:

bitch always jealous when other ppl's picture are nicer than hers

[ pink ] says:

wahahahah

Let the pictures talks

2007-12-11T03:50:00.001-08:00

I still have no ideas what my pics talk about . =]

Kodak

2007-12-11T03:42:00.000-08:00

Finally. Just loving it. =]

I'm so stupid

2007-12-06T05:53:00.000-08:00

6th of Dec, which is today, the floor is always wet. Really not glad walking on wet floor. The rain start from morning until now. I think i will have a very good sleep tonight cause the weather is cool and nice to sleep. I start to understand why my friend told me when it's winter, you really not feel like want to bath. I can get her view already but i still had my bath today. Clean clean clean. Just came back from my exam and my mood is not so good. Can be consider as not comfortable. Sore throat plus did bad in the exam. Ish, not feel like mention it already. Beside, i cant change anything now. It's over and is done. So make sure you're well prepare and definitely sure for that answer before you're regret. I'm not regret now, coz i choose to be this way. Gumption. This word suddenly appear in my mind. I didn't used this word much, but it suddenly show up. According to dictionary, gumption means the wise and intelligent that you needed to know how to handle in a particular situation. I hope i have enough gumption to handle every situation that I'll fall into it in future. Bless me. Tomorrow, tomorrow is the day. Hope i can buy it. =]

p/s: Sharing some meaningless photo today.

Trojan Games

2007-12-02T08:26:00.000-08:00

You guys heard about this games before? It's not about the computer Trojan virus. =] Please blame me for my lack of knowledge. Recently i view one of my favorite blog net, i found this interesting video. It really makes my eyes open wide up. First time see this kinda sport. I not so sure about the theme or spirit for this sport but i think it would like to promote a healthy, clean and "sober" idea. And of cause, discipline. Just like Olympic, just this Trojan games is a little bit special for me. I so want to share this with you all.

From the point of view, indulgence, clean, sober and discipline. =]
United State gain the most gold medal. Impressed.
Here is the link about the sport Trojan Games.

Another here. Plan not to share so many, but shy wanna watch it. =]

When a man loves a woman by Percy Sledge

2007-11-30T21:53:00.000-08:00

When a man loves a woman
Can't keep his mind on nothing else
He'll trade the world
For the good thing he's found
If she's bad he can't see it
She can do no wrong
Turn his back on his best friend
If he put her down

When a man loves a woman
Spend his very last dime
Tryin' to hold on to what he needs
He'd give up all his comfort
Sleep out in the rain
If she said that's the way it ought to be

Well, this man loves a woman
I gave you everything I had
Tryin' to hold on to your precious love
Baby, please don't treat me bad

When a man loves a woman
Down deep in his soul
She can bring him such misery
If she plays him for a fool
He's the last one to know
Lovin' eyes can't ever see

When a man loves a woman
He can do no wrong
He can never own some other girl
Yes when a man loves a woman
I know exactly how he feels
'Cause baby, baby, baby, you're my world

When a man loves a woman.....

Another great and lovely oldies. This song remind me of some one. I'm not thinking about him, just remember his sentences. haha =] He said love ain't love, it is about makes her happy. Ho~ how can you make this kind of theory. Now, this moment, i'm happy. That's it. =]

My imeem

All I have to do is dream by The Everly Brothers

2007-11-30T05:41:00.000-08:00

Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
When I want you in my arms
When I want you and all your charms
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream

When I feel blue in the night
And I need you to hold me tight
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine
Anytime night or day
Only trouble is, gee whiz
I’m dreamin’ my life away

I need you so that I could die
I love you so and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine
Anytime night or day
Only trouble is, gee whiz
I’m dreamin’ my life away

I need you so that I could die
I love you so and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream

Just wanna share this song. Simple and nice rhythm.
I hope everything, every issue can be simplify.
And of course, it doesn't mean it is easy to move your step. Dream dream dream.
Together with the lyric, sing it. =]

A short message

2007-11-25T02:04:00.000-08:00

We believe what you believed in.

We hate what you hate.

We care what you care about.

You always get the support from us.

We all love you. Always.

muacks.

So, fucker, please step a side.

Bunch of crazy ppl with bunch of stupid pictures

2007-11-20T10:04:00.000-08:00

Location : My room.
Peoples : Me, shyyng, yinghui
time : Mid night.
Reason : too bored.
Equipment : shower cap, hair band, camera and a bear.

weekend

2007-11-18T03:38:00.000-08:00

An end that i spent it with my family and... my phone. =]

Predicting life

2007-11-14T02:55:00.000-08:00

I found a website, inside contained many question which predicting something. So i give a try to one of the question which predicting my future life. It is better if i didn't give a try, the result showed makes me sink to the bottom of the sea.Gosh. If you guys interested, take a look at http://www.quizgalaxy.com/

Up & Down

2007-11-13T11:41:00.000-08:00

Kids don’t say, “Wait.” They say, “Wait up, hey, waits up!” Because when you’re little, your life is up. The future is up. Everything you want is up. “Hold up. Shut up! Mum, I’ll clean up. Let me stay up!” Parents, of course, are just the opposite. Everything is down. “Just clam down. Slow down. Come down here! Sit down. Put … that… down.”

adapted from reader's digest. i forgot the writer's name. =]

1969 Reader's Digest

2007-11-13T05:32:00.000-08:00

I found it i discovered many old-item-but-new-things for me when i cleaned my stuff. This time, i found a 1969 Reader's digest inside my books' box at my house. I remembered i bought it in a night market with only RM2.00. Predicting will this book worth a price someday? haha. Dreaming. I like to collect old thing. Beside 1969 reader's digest, i got a 1989 too. So different from the old digest compare with the present one. It had so less picture inside, all those advertisement is express by drawing. All drawing inside, and is so thick for the old digest. Many story inside, and i keeping it so well, so that is can be a antique in future. =]

Where to fit yourself

2007-11-13T05:05:00.000-08:00

Every single human in this world would like to choose a preferable life style to live on. As we all know, since the moment we are born, we can’t choose which couple should become our parents for our entire life, in which country or what kind of culture to inherit. We all cannot choose all this, but we know we can choose what kind of life we can live on until the moment we’re dead. I asked this question to some of my friend before, “Where will you choose to live when you have that ability?” of course, different people, different answer. First type, city live (busy and interesting city life); Second type, country side life (which mean more peaceful, fresher air to breath). Long time ago I would choose the second type, but now, I more prefer the first type. I don’t know why. May be few month later it will not be the same answer again.

What I’m trying to say here is, it is not wrong in choosing the life or country you will like to spent on. However, if you fail to choose or don’t have that ability to migrate, don’t force it. You can’t bring happiness by forcing yourselves. I had read an article showing that how many percent of illegal immigration into Malaysia, or illegal immigration from Asia country into western country or Europe. Those people use every cent and strength to get themselves into a country claiming that it is a better way to make a living and gain happiness in a strange land but they are actually suffering every single day to play hide-and-seek game with the cops. The ways of the local treat the foreigners, it just makes my spine chill. They just forget how free and warm when they spending their life in own country. We don’t need to speak foreign language, stick with our own slang. Enjoying the benefit that the country had gave it to us. Nevertheless, if you have that ability or money to have a proper and legal way of immigration, I’m sure so very happy for you. May be a little bit jealous.

I’m always thinking it in my mind; will it be someday that I able to migrate to US? CAN? Or may be AUS? India? I have no idea. Just live where am I now and love it. You can’t enjoy it when you hating something. Don’t jealous if they have better life, you know you can’t choose it, but why not make your life interesting and make them jealous you. =] no faith but only choice. Billionaire not born with it, (may be some is) they work and they gain it. Dancer not born with it, they trained. Some people desperately wish they are a star, extraordinary, special; while some wish they are ordinary one, did everything to make people not seeing them. The world is a crazy place. I sure I can make my life blast.

holiday mute sick.

2007-11-12T05:07:00.000-08:00

I love Caramel. thank you.

2007-11-12T02:32:00.000-08:00

When i was 21 birthday, i got present, angpao, great meal, cake, red eggs and caramel. Actually is not red eggs my aunt made for me, she pour out the yolk inside the egg and pour in the red jelly into the egg's shell. I like the jelly red eggs. Caramel. The one i actually fall in love to. It's such a tasty Putin. Ah, i like it so much. I love caramel.

It is important to mention here. Thank you mom and dad who gave me such a great meal and present, thanks grandmom, aunt emily and uncle Casey. Thank you, my friend for the present and the great time. I like it very bery much. Thanks for all who sent me their wishes. THANK YOU.